To live life in a sudden change and shocking news is the hardest process to go through. I can’t imagine that few hours ago she was my girl and in few hours later she was someone else property.
I was kissing you on your forehead, your cheek, your hand, let you touch my face and say ‘I Love You’ deeply while looking into your eyes, watch you walk home to your doorsteps and felt the pain of separation every time I press the gas, disappearing you from my eyes. Reply your text messages every moment you need me, called you and wish you goodnight, with hugs and kisses, comfort and convinced you so much that my love for you is true. What I didn’t know is that you actually seeing someone else behind all that..
I begin to ask myself, did I cheat on her for another woman? Did I ignore her so much? Haven’t I given her all the attention she needs? Haven’t I spoiled her with all the things she wanted? And continuously asking myself a thousands question of what went wrong?
With a sudden shocking news of a new ‘Wonder Boy’ she told me its over, next morning she started to change everything. Her messengers profile pictures with him, her hand phone wallpapers, her blogs, everything that has got to do with the wonder boy. Come On!!~~! What do you think I have no feelings at all?? Do you have a heart of a stone?? That hurts me like hell!
Whats worst is that she wanted to be good friends which I can agree why. Helping her in terms of transportation around as the Wonder Boy is not in town until ‘certain month’ which I volunteer because I still cant accept the fact that there is no longer feelings attached and because I missed her so much. But is it necessary to show the love conversation on the phone right at my face, unnecessary online with the wonder boy while on a moving vehicle knowing I was beside her, showing the bond and connections they have, laughing and flirting together. (ARRGHH!@!)
In such a short period, it was just less than a week of breakup…and I have to deal with all this? Am I so evil that I deserve to be treated like this? Have you no love for me even at all to at least not hurt me this way?
I was kissing you on your forehead, your cheek, your hand, let you touch my face and say ‘I Love You’ deeply while looking into your eyes, watch you walk home to your doorsteps and felt the pain of separation every time I press the gas, disappearing you from my eyes. Reply your text messages every moment you need me, called you and wish you goodnight, with hugs and kisses, comfort and convinced you so much that my love for you is true. What I didn’t know is that you actually seeing someone else behind all that..
I begin to ask myself, did I cheat on her for another woman? Did I ignore her so much? Haven’t I given her all the attention she needs? Haven’t I spoiled her with all the things she wanted? And continuously asking myself a thousands question of what went wrong?
With a sudden shocking news of a new ‘Wonder Boy’ she told me its over, next morning she started to change everything. Her messengers profile pictures with him, her hand phone wallpapers, her blogs, everything that has got to do with the wonder boy. Come On!!~~! What do you think I have no feelings at all?? Do you have a heart of a stone?? That hurts me like hell!
Whats worst is that she wanted to be good friends which I can agree why. Helping her in terms of transportation around as the Wonder Boy is not in town until ‘certain month’ which I volunteer because I still cant accept the fact that there is no longer feelings attached and because I missed her so much. But is it necessary to show the love conversation on the phone right at my face, unnecessary online with the wonder boy while on a moving vehicle knowing I was beside her, showing the bond and connections they have, laughing and flirting together. (ARRGHH!@!)
In such a short period, it was just less than a week of breakup…and I have to deal with all this? Am I so evil that I deserve to be treated like this? Have you no love for me even at all to at least not hurt me this way?
Because i love her so much...to deal with the pain is like cutting myself and healing it back again, and continue cutting and healing...and so on..damn it HURTS~!!!
Oh Love Hurts like F hell man~!!!!